Steps of Faith

It has been way too long since I wrote on this blog, but I have been busy taking steps of faith.  I was offered a job in July, and accepted.  This was a step of faith as I was going out of my comfort zone.  I would be doing something completely new, different, town, different office, and different schedule of life.  The nerves kicked in, but I knew I had to do something as the stress of not having a job was closing in on me.  At the same time I knew this position was a test of me stepping out on faith, trusting that God would completely take care of me.

The job ended up being a very trying time, and I knew it was becoming a mere stepping stone for me.  I was learning new things and stepping out on faith, but I knew there was another plan coming.  I was then contacted about a different  position that while it was another pay cut, it was something my heart is in.  I decided to accept that position while again taking that step of faith.

You may be reading this and thinking how could I keep taking those steps.  That was the easy part I knew God was guiding my steps, I knew God was working on a plan for me, and most of all I knew the steps were leading me to where I need to be.

Then came the test - the phone call that could have been a job with more money, but not a job that was a good fit for me at this point in my life.  I prayed, questioned myself, prayed, and ultimately decided I had to follow my heart to where I thought I was led to go.  I started the new position and love it.  I go home feeling like myself again, and still trust that God will take care of the rest.

Matthews 6:26 tells us "Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?"  How can I believe that God provided for the birds, but will not provide for me?  Why am I less to Him than the birds?  If you read on in Matthew 10:31 "So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows".

How important am I to God?  My initial thought is how far would I go to provide for my child, then wouldn't God go that far for His child as well?  Yes, He sent His son to die for me.  He took away all of my sin.  He created me, and has a plan for my life.

If you think about steps of faith do you try to question their size?  Was that a huge leap of faith or s small step.  Next time you are thinking about that look at it this way.  It isn't the size of the step that matters - it is the size of your faith.  If my faith wasn't the size that it is I wouldn't have trusted enough to step into the first job, or the second job.  

I am not saying that my faith takes all questions, self-doubt, etc but instead it gives me the peace of knowing that God does have a plan for my life, and He does care for me.  I do not ask for praise for stepping out in faith, but I do ask for praise to God for allowing those steps to fall into place.